Tuesday, November 1st 2005
I Am A Star
sometimes i like to maintain the [perceived] glossy veneer of fabulous porn star life. yeah, right. lately my life has been all about scraping and sanding walls and ceilings – high glamour. things are looking up though. i have chi chi’s b day bash in LA on thurs and then Palm Springs has their pride this weekend as well. from what i see they have a great DJ line up, i hope i get the chance to check some of them out. or i could just get some more sanding done…
at the gym today somebody from behind me said “your pictures make you look SO MUCH BIGGER, YOU’RE SO SMALL!”…….i love hearing that, i really do. just can’t hear that enough. it totally caught me off guard. you know i really do forget what and who i am, until somebody points it out. i smiled at him half-heartedly and said “it’s all about camera angles my friend”. i had a great work out and rounded off my day reading some really cool recipes for vegetarian casseroles. it’s great being me.
